Saturday, August 25, 2007
maturity? u sound like him. regarding that 'saying smth wrong', u seemed to know quite abit uhs? hmmm, i said sorry, i asked if he was unhappy abt it or angry. he said no. so i take it as it is. but i needed to ask him what i asked. that's my personality and the way i do things. i ask what i want to know. all it takes is acceptance. Accept the way i am like how i would accept the way he is. Optimism will only bring out disappointment larh. What's the point of telling yourself things will be going on fine and nice, when reality doesn't show. no matter how strong the signal is, he wouldn't catch.cos he doesn't care.talking will only further strained the tiny winy bit of friendship left, unless he's willing to.perhaps a smile is all it takes. i need assurance badly. =((
Still ,
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