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(♥) like my favorite record -- you're alittle overplayed
and like my favorite summer, you'll never fade away.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
fragmented thoughts.pieces here and there ; would it make sense ?....woke up in the middle of the night only to realise u're thinking of him. that's what i call 24hrs, can't even slp in peace. horrifying....i've yet to get the facts, just making wild guesses. maybe..if..perhaps...crazynesssssss!i doubt i would be affected, cos so far so good.all i ever wanted was just to watch him from afar. to see him smiling blissfully to whoever or whatsoever.( i dunch care nd it doesn't matter.) what matters is that he is happy with whoever he is with. that way i will be contented.nd i shall admit. at times when i feel low i prayed to God and cursed him like i nvr ever cursed before.i wish:1. he would topple down the road while walking nd let everything be seen by thet girl he likes.2. he would choke on the water he drinks nd give a disgusting look.3. he would fall into the drain when cycling, like a pathetic cat.4. he would slip and fall and land flat on his nose when he swims and cries like a baby.5. he will sing worst then a crow during assembly and everyone will turn and give him a stare.6. he will nvr grow any taller instead let him grow shorter and makes him look like a penguin.7. he will die of constipation and give a sickening look.8. he will have a durian seed head and all the birds would peck on it.9. he will nvr be the one that i like again. .....welli changed my mind10. everything befall on me.that's always the last thought. this sucks.and still,let him have the sweetest cherry in this world, and give me the most bitter one.nd i don't anticipate a tiny whiny little bit of return.my hands are opened and i don't hold any hope.my heart is empty soon, a little more time is all i need.and sometimes being stubborn doesn't help, although i can't deny that being stubborn holds on to another gleam of hope. but then again hope is always the start of all misery.i know what i want.but,i know what i cannot want too.i gotta Smile. =)))))))))))))
Still ,
my favourite
